Just to say : i'm not dead, I have a job and it took me so time (schedule are never the same, I'm often tired when I go home, I draw when I can, it's not easy to make choice...
Don't worry I've stopped to talk with her when I see it's useless to help her : she continue to be a attention ware :/ I have read your journal and I'm so sorry for you :/ I hope you live better now...